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Ubs, as you know, I'm very down. Depression is sucking the life out of me. I want you to know that when I'm feeling at my lowest, when I'm feeling like I could never move on, and when the darkness closes in so deeply on me that I can't think of living another day, I think of you. Suicide is a very real thing on my mind a lot of the time. The thoughts are only passive though because of you. You are what I live for. I love you and I am so thankful for you. I wouldn't be alive without you.